April 9, 2013
I just picked the first set that was in my draft box that was half way decent. But that doesn't matter right now. I don't have much time, so I'm just going to start.
This is going to kill me saying this, but I feel obligated to do so.
So, um, my dad just talked to me and he's not exactly 100% happy that i'm on here. He gave me some reasons on why he shouldn't let me stay on here anymore. Believe me when I say that I'm entirely pissed at this but I can't really do anything unless if i can convince him other wise. It's just that he's worried that I've been doing/looking at what he called "sketchy" things and he doesn't want me to go on a slippery slope thing to more worse things.
So, um, I don't know if this is my last set or not. I hope not. And I'm not going to go on here behind his back or anything like that (at least until I'm out of the house- which will be a while unfortunately), so this very well may be the last time I'm on here and will be able to talk to you for what may be a LONG time.
I just wanted you all to know so that if I /do/ disappear from here, you'll know why. Even though I've never met any of you in person, being able to talk to you has meant the whole world to me. I got to make new friends (@thedeargooddead, @youmeatsix1257, and @midnightmadness-xo most importantly to me to say the least). It actually hurts me to even write this. I know that it's just a web site, but to me it's a hell of a lot more. I've been able to get the anger and stress in my life off my shoulders. I've been able to talk to others about things that intrest me. I can't do that at home. My dad, my friends they don't understand how much music means to me, but /you/ do. My dad has no idea that I've even /heard/ of MCR or ATL, let alone know how much their music has helped me, but /you/ do.
I really fu.cking hate this. II wish more than anything that this isn't happening, but it is. Thank you for all how actually read this, for those who i've messaged with on a frequent basis, for those whom I consider friends (as weird as that sounds). I love you all so much. Thank you everyone. Hopefully this won't be the end of me on here, but it looks like it is.
I just picked the first set that was in my draft box that was half way decent. But that doesn't matter right now. I don't have much time, so I'm just going to start.
This is going to kill me saying this, but I feel obligated to do so.
So, um, my dad just talked to me and he's not exactly 100% happy that i'm on here. He gave me some reasons on why he shouldn't let me stay on here anymore. Believe me when I say that I'm entirely pissed at this but I can't really do anything unless if i can convince him other wise. It's just that he's worried that I've been doing/looking at what he called "sketchy" things and he doesn't want me to go on a slippery slope thing to more worse things.
So, um, I don't know if this is my last set or not. I hope not. And I'm not going to go on here behind his back or anything like that (at least until I'm out of the house- which will be a while unfortunately), so this very well may be the last time I'm on here and will be able to talk to you for what may be a LONG time.
I just wanted you all to know so that if I /do/ disappear from here, you'll know why. Even though I've never met any of you in person, being able to talk to you has meant the whole world to me. I got to make new friends (@thedeargooddead, @youmeatsix1257, and @midnightmadness-xo most importantly to me to say the least). It actually hurts me to even write this. I know that it's just a web site, but to me it's a hell of a lot more. I've been able to get the anger and stress in my life off my shoulders. I've been able to talk to others about things that intrest me. I can't do that at home. My dad, my friends they don't understand how much music means to me, but /you/ do. My dad has no idea that I've even /heard/ of MCR or ATL, let alone know how much their music has helped me, but /you/ do.
I really fu.cking hate this. II wish more than anything that this isn't happening, but it is. Thank you for all how actually read this, for those who i've messaged with on a frequent basis, for those whom I consider friends (as weird as that sounds). I love you all so much. Thank you everyone. Hopefully this won't be the end of me on here, but it looks like it is.
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